Thanksgiving? Really?
Well, it's Tuesday and I'm back at work.
Oh, wait... I was here yesterday. And Friday. Huh. Here I was thinking it was a long weekend... go figure.
[sigh]
Man, I hate this job. And my co-worker physicist just tended his resignation... lucky bastard. Of course, he's in France right now... but whatever.
My weekend was... interesting. Saw Andy and Patrick on Saturday, and that was a bit rough... I mean, don't get me wrong, Patrick is cool and Andy is obviously awesome and I am getting over my ridiculous crush on her... but I still get that whole "Why couldn't that be me with her right now..." thing.
What's that? Because Patrick is freaking hot and loves her, and I'm fat, ugly, and stupid?
Oh, yeah... that's a good reason.
Anyway, moving right along... as much as I'm a little sad that Andy wasn't having a good weekend, it still hurt to hear them talk about the sex they did have... made me feel very lonely and sad. But whatever... it makes Andy happy, and I'm really trying to get over this so its good that I hear it. Oh, and Patrick is okay with what's happened between Andy and I and does seem cool with everything... so at least I didn't damage the relationship. And I think that's a good thing... Andy deserves to be happy, Patrick makes her happy, it's all good. I'll find my own girlfriend some day, ne?
The time I spent with my folks... well, the less said the better. I survived, I returned, I spent Monday after work with Andy, Patrick, Ross and Donovan. Donovan is... nice, but utterly not what I expected. I hope I get to know her better, though... she's important to Ross, and that's really enough for me.
Had a long talk with Andy last night around midnight (exhausted, but content in her company). She picked three words to describe me... generous, "full of heart" (hee hee hee) and geniune. I'm glad she thinks that about me... Bonnie would probably smirk at it, but still, it was really nice to hear. For her, I picked graceful, earnest (like sincerity, but with more energy), and passionate. I really like her...
[sigh]
That's okay. I'm allowed to really like her. I just gotta stop wanting more than that. But really, she is pretty awesome.
Oh, wait... I was here yesterday. And Friday. Huh. Here I was thinking it was a long weekend... go figure.
[sigh]
Man, I hate this job. And my co-worker physicist just tended his resignation... lucky bastard. Of course, he's in France right now... but whatever.
My weekend was... interesting. Saw Andy and Patrick on Saturday, and that was a bit rough... I mean, don't get me wrong, Patrick is cool and Andy is obviously awesome and I am getting over my ridiculous crush on her... but I still get that whole "Why couldn't that be me with her right now..." thing.
What's that? Because Patrick is freaking hot and loves her, and I'm fat, ugly, and stupid?
Oh, yeah... that's a good reason.
Anyway, moving right along... as much as I'm a little sad that Andy wasn't having a good weekend, it still hurt to hear them talk about the sex they did have... made me feel very lonely and sad. But whatever... it makes Andy happy, and I'm really trying to get over this so its good that I hear it. Oh, and Patrick is okay with what's happened between Andy and I and does seem cool with everything... so at least I didn't damage the relationship. And I think that's a good thing... Andy deserves to be happy, Patrick makes her happy, it's all good. I'll find my own girlfriend some day, ne?
The time I spent with my folks... well, the less said the better. I survived, I returned, I spent Monday after work with Andy, Patrick, Ross and Donovan. Donovan is... nice, but utterly not what I expected. I hope I get to know her better, though... she's important to Ross, and that's really enough for me.
Had a long talk with Andy last night around midnight (exhausted, but content in her company). She picked three words to describe me... generous, "full of heart" (hee hee hee) and geniune. I'm glad she thinks that about me... Bonnie would probably smirk at it, but still, it was really nice to hear. For her, I picked graceful, earnest (like sincerity, but with more energy), and passionate. I really like her...
[sigh]
That's okay. I'm allowed to really like her. I just gotta stop wanting more than that. But really, she is pretty awesome.
posted by Marx at 6:16 AM
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