Happy Anniversary... To Them

Well, tonight Patrick is coming up from Waterloo, which means I won't see hide nor hair of Andy for at least the weekend. Probably a good thing... I think it would hurt a bit much to hang around with them at this stage.

Don't get me wrong: I'm happy for Patrick, I'm happy for Andy. Heck, I'm happy for all my friends in relationships. But I don't have crushes on all my friends in relationships, and as infantile and stupid as it is for me to have feelings for Andy, it's not like I've ever been particularly good at controlling my emotions before... so, really, why would I start now.

[sigh]
At least I have a few new vids to keep me occupied from thinking about the two of them and all the things they'll be doing. And I can focus more of my energy into converting my attraction for Andy into platonic feelings for her... because she is a pretty cool friend. And I can play the new DDR... that's a good thing.

Bonnie says I always go for unavailable women. I wanted to ask her why it is unavailable women go for me... but it didn't seem proper. Much like I don't think Bonnie was ever really into me, I'm pretty sure (positive, actually) that Andy isn't really into me, and I have no desire to repeat that particular disaster. Still not convinced I recovered from the first time.

Anyway, whatever... moral of the story is that I'm stupid and unattractive and oblivious. Gotta work at eliminating at least one of those traits.