Ah, Good Ol' Kendo!

Yeah, kendo last night was awesome. Miyagawa-sensei was unhappy with how my left leg was moving... I think I'm moving it too slowly, but sadly that's just a guess (his English is about as good as my Japanese! Maybe a bit better, but you get the idea). And I'm still missing the foot stomp unless I actively think about it (unless we're doing kirigashi, when we're NOT supposed to stomp for the siumen hits and I'm doing it anyway!). Got to hit Niamh-senpai a few times... it's pretty hard trying to remember to put everything together, but that's half the fun! I had a great time... the only thing that would have made it better would be to be HEALTHY! I'm so sick of being sick... but I think it's on the way out (hopefully before Friday, or I'll have to cancel volunteering again!).

Then I went and saw Andy...
[sigh]
Man, she's beautiful. I just want to wrap my arms around her and hold.
But she keeps saying the same things... "Nice guy, like him, don't want to date him". And then she'll gush about how awesome Patrick is. It's enough to give a guy a complex. Or talk about having sex with him... man that hurts. My stomach does this little crunch-tense-pain thing... she hasn't noticed yet, so I'm taking that as a good sign. But whatever. She doesn't love me... she won't love me. I have to stop fixating on her so much!

And, on that note, she's coming over tonight... hopefully I'm healthy enough for some DDR, but that'll be partly up to her.

Unrelated side note: Yeesh, my bills are big this month. Visa got back up to $2000... that's a bad sign. I was really hoping to keep expenses down, but no such luck... and I should call OSAP and find out if I still owe them money.

In fact, I'm going to do that right now!