Friday, October 27, 2006

Sweet Kisses

Well, last night was good...
[happy sigh]

After I finished work, I got my mom to drop me off at Andy's place... we talked for a little bit, but apparently she had a really good day yesterday. Which makes me feel better... I worry about her. Anyway, then we went shopping, and despite some early set-backs, managed to find her several pairs of pants and a shirt that looks really good on her. Went to East Side Mario's for dinner... that was also good (ate too much, but what else is new... I can't wait until next week when I feel healthy enough to start back at the gym... a week off is WAY too much!).

But afterwards... East Side's gives you little hard candy when you get your bill... Andy was still sucking on hers when we got in the taxi, and about half-way to her place she says "So, do you want the rest of this?"

She is SO awesome...
Anyway, so again, with the her kissing me thing... YAY!
Spent the night together (it should be somewhat obvious, but no sex, despite some mighty fine kisses... she's not ready for it, and in all honesty neither am I). Slept... didn't actually fall asleep until about 1am, but after that... ye gods did we sleep. Almost 40 hours awake in a row... and, let me tell you, it was hard getting out of bed this morning.

Waking up next to her?
Bloody brilliant, man... bloody brilliant.

She still has a lot of issues to work through (obviously). This is by no means a done deal... she could still decide that she really loves Patrick... I think she's been trying not to think about it. Maybe tonight after kendo will sit and talk about this stuff... I want to be there for her, but more than just physically. I need her to understand that she has to do this herself, but I'm willing to help... I can't make her a better person, but I hope that I can help nudge her in the right direction occasionally.

Did I mention she's a good kisser? Oh yeah. DAMN good kisser.

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