So Much to Say...
No time to say it!
Seriously, though, let me explain... wait, no time. Let me sum up:
Andy broke up with Patrick: YAY!
Andy and I aren't dating: Well, complicated, but also yay. She has stuff she needs to figure out before she throws herself into another relationship... and I UNDERSTAND that. It's so freaky... I want to be with her so much, but at the same time I really need her to do this on her own... to realize how great she is, and start loving herself a little. Or a lot.
Other than that, she's a bit under the weather today (I'm going to be keeping my fingers crossed and thinking healthy thoughts about her!), and I'm probably going to be stuck at work for... well... many, many hours. Three stupid 9030s that are giving me no end of headaches.
A'ight. Nose to the grindst...
Oh, wait... canceled my "date" with Shauna on Friday-Saturday. Because as much as I love her (and I do, in a platonic-sorta-way), I'm realizing that I don't need or want that sorta attention from her right now. I'm so happy about things with Andy my cheeks hurt from all the smiling.
Anyway, NOW nose to grinstone.
Seriously, though, let me explain... wait, no time. Let me sum up:
Andy broke up with Patrick: YAY!
Andy and I aren't dating: Well, complicated, but also yay. She has stuff she needs to figure out before she throws herself into another relationship... and I UNDERSTAND that. It's so freaky... I want to be with her so much, but at the same time I really need her to do this on her own... to realize how great she is, and start loving herself a little. Or a lot.
Other than that, she's a bit under the weather today (I'm going to be keeping my fingers crossed and thinking healthy thoughts about her!), and I'm probably going to be stuck at work for... well... many, many hours. Three stupid 9030s that are giving me no end of headaches.
A'ight. Nose to the grindst...
Oh, wait... canceled my "date" with Shauna on Friday-Saturday. Because as much as I love her (and I do, in a platonic-sorta-way), I'm realizing that I don't need or want that sorta attention from her right now. I'm so happy about things with Andy my cheeks hurt from all the smiling.
Anyway, NOW nose to grinstone.

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