Long Rant.
So, herein lies the rants. None work related, of course.
First, Kat says that she and I are no longer friends. Can't take the strain or whatever. Can't say I'm surprised... or unhappy, really. She's PSYCHOTIC, and I feel bad for the few friends she has remaining... and I can only hope that eventually she grows up. I'm starting to doubt it, though... but whatever. No longer my problem... deleted her from MSN, forgot her phone number, and officially stopped caring.
Secondly, Bonnie and her trip to Jamaica. I wish I could say it doesn't bother me, and it doesn't really bother me that much, but I'd be lying if I said I was totally kosher with it. But, again, I know she and I aren't meant to be together... but it still makes me feel a bit empty inside thinking about it. Almost wrote her one of my long rambling e-mails yesterday, but decided against it... maybe I'll try giving her a call sometime. I should probably wait until I'm in a bit better mood, though.
Thirdly, Margaret is now safely in Vancouver, and I'm so jealous that it's almost distracting. She just packed up and left... she's got a month until she starts school again and she's trying to find an apartment and all that. I'm glad she's keeping in touch and seems cool with me writing her... she was kinda my only friend in London that I didn't have to pay (ie: waitresses... get your minds out of the gutters, people).
Next on the list... my brother's breakup with Kitty... ever since then, he's been badgering me to go out there, and I'd love to... but I certainly can't afford to go under my own power (I have slightly less than no money). And I hate always being in debt to him... but, then again, it would be stupid not to go just because of pride. I guess I'll ask him when a good time to travel to BC would be and I'll go then... maybe for longer than 4 days this time! Who knows, who knows... anyway, I hope Kitty will be alright, since I'm pretty sure my brother's not even phased by all this. Just kinda who he is... love him dearly, of course, but certainly not the world's most sensitive soul.
Met a few people on a dating-site... "Plenty of Fish", a free Lavalife sorta deal. It's pretty kosher, and it's nice to have people to write e-mails to... that's always cool. No real prospects, of course, but that's okay... I'm not really looking for anything except to waste some time.
And to finish things off... sex. It's going to be a LONG time before I get laid again... and I think I'm okay with that. Not "happy" with it, certainly... but I'm pretty zen about the whole ordeal. How many months has it been now? 6? 5? 7? Who knows, who cares... it's been a long time, and will likely continue to be a long time.
First, Kat says that she and I are no longer friends. Can't take the strain or whatever. Can't say I'm surprised... or unhappy, really. She's PSYCHOTIC, and I feel bad for the few friends she has remaining... and I can only hope that eventually she grows up. I'm starting to doubt it, though... but whatever. No longer my problem... deleted her from MSN, forgot her phone number, and officially stopped caring.
Secondly, Bonnie and her trip to Jamaica. I wish I could say it doesn't bother me, and it doesn't really bother me that much, but I'd be lying if I said I was totally kosher with it. But, again, I know she and I aren't meant to be together... but it still makes me feel a bit empty inside thinking about it. Almost wrote her one of my long rambling e-mails yesterday, but decided against it... maybe I'll try giving her a call sometime. I should probably wait until I'm in a bit better mood, though.
Thirdly, Margaret is now safely in Vancouver, and I'm so jealous that it's almost distracting. She just packed up and left... she's got a month until she starts school again and she's trying to find an apartment and all that. I'm glad she's keeping in touch and seems cool with me writing her... she was kinda my only friend in London that I didn't have to pay (ie: waitresses... get your minds out of the gutters, people).
Next on the list... my brother's breakup with Kitty... ever since then, he's been badgering me to go out there, and I'd love to... but I certainly can't afford to go under my own power (I have slightly less than no money). And I hate always being in debt to him... but, then again, it would be stupid not to go just because of pride. I guess I'll ask him when a good time to travel to BC would be and I'll go then... maybe for longer than 4 days this time! Who knows, who knows... anyway, I hope Kitty will be alright, since I'm pretty sure my brother's not even phased by all this. Just kinda who he is... love him dearly, of course, but certainly not the world's most sensitive soul.
Met a few people on a dating-site... "Plenty of Fish", a free Lavalife sorta deal. It's pretty kosher, and it's nice to have people to write e-mails to... that's always cool. No real prospects, of course, but that's okay... I'm not really looking for anything except to waste some time.
And to finish things off... sex. It's going to be a LONG time before I get laid again... and I think I'm okay with that. Not "happy" with it, certainly... but I'm pretty zen about the whole ordeal. How many months has it been now? 6? 5? 7? Who knows, who cares... it's been a long time, and will likely continue to be a long time.
posted by Marx at 7:22 AM
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