Bribery... well, it might get you somewhere.

So, Kat MSNed me yesterday. Said that if we got together, she'd bring her camera and wear a skirt.

Yeah, subtlety was never her forte.

And, here we are again, stuck in the middle... on the one hand, it's been a long time since I've had sex, and I KNOW that it bums me out... generally my mood is a direct reflection on how often I'm getting laid. In all honesty, I'm pretty sure everyone is like that to an extent (well, not EVERYone, but a majority at least).

But, on the flip side... I don't really find Kat that attractive, and as previously mentioned, she's unbelievably draining, petty, and selfish. Is the sex worth all that?

Not to mention I haven't had good sex since the last time I slept with Bonnie... and even that was lacking a bit. She had told me over and over that sex was only good if both people wanted it, and I never believed her... until that time, and now... everything else is just... it feels wrong. Not "bad", but somehow hollow. At least when I was with Bonnie, I really, really, really wanted to be with her... the lacking bit was the fact that she didn't really want to be with me.

But, I mean, come on... look at me. Then look at Jason. Can you blame her? The guy is built like a tank. I'm built like a marshmellow.