Such is life.

So... Heather didn't ask to come down for the weekend. Such is life.
I've given up on seeing her tomorrow and made other plans... I'd put them off as long as I could in the hopes of her wanting to see me, but in the end I couldn't (and wouldn't) cancel on the CHANCE she decides she wants to come down. But if she doesn't ask by next Wednesday... I'll probably just ask her!

I hope I'm not rushing things... see, now I understand how normal people feel about these relationship things. It's kinda fun, sure... but more stressful than my old method, I tell you what!

Oh well. Good things are worth waiting for... and besides, considering the distance between us, I suppose it's natural that we wouldn't see each other THAT often. Still, it would be nice.

I also have plans to see Margaret on Tuesday... a chance to say goodbye to my only friend in London. That'll be kinda sad... but she's going off to do bigger and better things, and it's been about 3 weeks since I've seen her. I hope she has fun in Germany (and then Vancouver... I'm more than a little jealous!).

I hope Heather's okay with the fact that most of my friends are female... although, in reality, that's not as much the case any more since I only have a few friends.

Ooh, and Bonnie had to cut our phone call last night short... which is okay, really, because I was in a very tired and somewhat grumpy mood, but still, it didn't make me feel any better. And that feeling in the pit of my stomach still hasn't quite gone away. Hmmm. Ah well. I suppose I'll figure it out sooner or later.