Sad today.
I know it may come as a surprise, but I'm really not sad most days. Upset at work, yes... frustrated frequently, and occasionally somewhat depressed, but on your average day, I'm in a pretty good mood (after I get out of work). Just the way I am... very glass-half-full sorta person. But not today. Just feelin' kinda down... low, I 'spose. Couldn't really tell ya why either... sure, lack of sex, lack of motivation, lack of anything I enjoy doing... but those haven't changed since yesterday.
Huh. Ah well... it'll pass. I don't have time to be sad.
On a scale of 1 to 10, work ranks in at a solid "My God Why Am I Here?" today... finally finished that monochromator which had been giving me so many problems (I say "finished", I mean "temporarily confirmed that it operates for now"). Spent an hour in the washroom playing with my Nintendo DS... go Megaman Battlenetwork 3 (technically a GBA game, but plays plenty fine on my DS). Volume off, of course... I just polished off "Bubbleman" (the 2nd Bubbleman, technically... there was a Bubbleman in Megaman 2 or 3, as I recall, but only 1 in this game). And "Punk"... HE was hard (optional side-quest that landed me a grand total of 100Z... absolutely not worth if for anything but bragging rights).
In other news, I found a copy of Tactics Ogre for my GBA as well ($35 USED!), which is multiple kinds of awesome... hard to find that. Can't play it at work... too engrossing, I might spend a bit too much time in the washroom (an hour I can get away with... being in their from lunch until quiting time? Probably pushing my luck). This means I have now spent about $35 more on video games this month than I planned (especially considering how many I have that I haven't finished yet)... Japan gets further away by the week.
{sigh}
Ah well. I'm holding out hope that my brother can help me get there... probably not, but I can hope.
Anyway. Random quote of the day?
"Sad today... sad today... even coffee can't make it go away... I murdered my friends... but I made amends... that is why I'm free today... so come and play... on my sad today... we can all pretend we're young and gay! A single brown banana... rots on the table... and the television begs like a whore... if you were going to sell your happiness... how much would you sell it? Spend your life down on the floor..."
Okay, less "random quote", more "Moxy Fruvous Song"... but the lyrics are fitting for today.
Except for the "whore" part... god I hate that word.
Huh. Ah well... it'll pass. I don't have time to be sad.
On a scale of 1 to 10, work ranks in at a solid "My God Why Am I Here?" today... finally finished that monochromator which had been giving me so many problems (I say "finished", I mean "temporarily confirmed that it operates for now"). Spent an hour in the washroom playing with my Nintendo DS... go Megaman Battlenetwork 3 (technically a GBA game, but plays plenty fine on my DS). Volume off, of course... I just polished off "Bubbleman" (the 2nd Bubbleman, technically... there was a Bubbleman in Megaman 2 or 3, as I recall, but only 1 in this game). And "Punk"... HE was hard (optional side-quest that landed me a grand total of 100Z... absolutely not worth if for anything but bragging rights).
In other news, I found a copy of Tactics Ogre for my GBA as well ($35 USED!), which is multiple kinds of awesome... hard to find that. Can't play it at work... too engrossing, I might spend a bit too much time in the washroom (an hour I can get away with... being in their from lunch until quiting time? Probably pushing my luck). This means I have now spent about $35 more on video games this month than I planned (especially considering how many I have that I haven't finished yet)... Japan gets further away by the week.
{sigh}
Ah well. I'm holding out hope that my brother can help me get there... probably not, but I can hope.
Anyway. Random quote of the day?
"Sad today... sad today... even coffee can't make it go away... I murdered my friends... but I made amends... that is why I'm free today... so come and play... on my sad today... we can all pretend we're young and gay! A single brown banana... rots on the table... and the television begs like a whore... if you were going to sell your happiness... how much would you sell it? Spend your life down on the floor..."
Okay, less "random quote", more "Moxy Fruvous Song"... but the lyrics are fitting for today.
Except for the "whore" part... god I hate that word.
posted by Marx at 11:17 AM
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