Friday...

... and not a nanosecond too soon. Man, I need this weekend like a fat kid needs a smartie (I don't REALLY need it, but because of current circumstances I feel like I must have it to survive... see, it was a very applicable similie!).

Don't know what's up with me recently... feeling very tired and drained. Mostly drained. Not to get all emo or anything, but it hasn't been a terribly good year... and I've now been working at my job for 13 months. Rarely a good sign.


Plus side... days off. Downside... pay cut, coupled with a set of expenses as long as my arm to go to Heather's wedding (tux rental, transportation, hotel room, wedding present, hair stuff...). June will be a very lean month.

But the wedding itself should be entertaining. I just have to stand and look pretty... more complicated for me than it would be for most, but them's the breaks. And I like tuxes... or at least I did. Hope it still fits okay!

But anyway, a lot on my mind, as always... have to decide if I'm going to my father's tonight. I think I'll bow out... not that I don't love my old man, I do, but it's just too much stress for my poor system these days. Besides, I have plans to make, stuff to do, an apartment to clean... ah well. We'll see, I suppose.